I think I'm going to change xangas. I've had this one for a good long while, and some of the things that happened in the past that I have on here...It's not really apart of who I am anymore. I could just delete those entries, but I have found that I can't. I don't want those memories to disappear entirely, I just want to leave them where they are and when they happened. Although they aren't a part of who I am NOW, they were once a part of me, and they were a vital part in the dark and twisted process that made me what I am now. It might take me a while to fix it up a bit, but my "new" xanga is

www.xanga.com/AmberVisions

1. Do you have any known, proven haunted houses in your town? actually yeah.
2. When was the last time you cussed someone out: more or less than a year ago? psh less.
3. Do you think Mel Gibson should make a movie called 'The Passion of Mohammad'? Yeah. And then one called "Passion of Crowley"...just to piss everyone off.
4. Would you rather spend money on war, or feeding the starving? Feeding the starving! That's an obvious one.
5. When your pants are too long for you, do you take them to a tailor to have them taken up, or do you just roll up the cuffs? Umm I do nothing, just let em get ripped at the bottom. 
6. Do you feel it is better to burn out than to fade away? Fade away...
7. Do you think that everyone in the world is predjudiced in one way or another? Oh of course.
8. Do you ever type in alternating capital and lowercase letters?  Dear GOD no. I hate it when people do that.
9. Would you trust Ann Coulter more or less if she was less good looking? who the thell is that?
10. Were you offended by Prince Harry recently wearing a fake Nazi uniform to a private costume party? Not really.
11. Is black nail polish simply a color, or a statement of individuality? It's just a color.
12. Do you own any 'granny' underwear? lol. Only for a week out of the month.
13. Does your favorite movie have a male or female protagonist? Male.
14. Do we only die because we accept death as an inevitability? No we die because it is a natural part of life. Everything that has a beginning has an end.
15. Is it embarrasing to buy pads/tampons? no not really.
16. Do you believe in vampires? *laughs*
17. Do you or does anyone you know have gray eyes? yes. 
18. Do you know how to whistle? of course.
19. Is Hollywood too skinny? Psh hell yes. 
20. Did Romeo really love Juliet? Of course! He died for her.
21. Were the events of 9/11 more or less traumatic than the assasination of JFK? They were more. Did the assasination spawn really big ass sucky global tension? No I think not.
22. Is it really so wrong to kiss your pet on the lips? It's a little bit odd...
23. Do you think teenagers have an unjustified lack of respect for the police? haha goddamn right we do.
24. Do you REALLY fear God? No not really.
25. Do you think intelligent people are a minority? *sigh* yes.
26. Do you often practice what you preach? Most of the time. 
27. Should the Democratic Party dissolve itself? I wish the whole government would just shrivel into nothing.
28. Is smoking weed acceptable, or just another way to escape? just another way to deal with shit, but it's NOT my way I deal with shit. Crying my guts out and writing works just as well.
29. Do you feel uncomfortable sharing drinks with other people? sometimes.
30. Are you drawn to people with psychological problems? ummm...
31. Do you want to be abducted by aliens? eh no. Earth sucks, but I don't think I would like the aliens any better than humans.
32. Do you have a fear of going to court? no.
33. Do you think there are a lot of differences between American residents and British residents? Oh yes.
34. Do you think it is strange to see a woman who is a die-hard NASCAR fan? Down here in Panama City? Not really.
35. Should indigo be a color of the rainbow? Hey don't be hatin'! Indigo deserves equality, just like the other colors.
36. Would you marry for fame? hell no.
37. Do you prefer wood floors or carpet? carpet. Shaaag carpet. 
38. Do you think animals are capable of deeper thought? Hmmm...I don't know.
39. Do you think most women are feminists these days? No not most.
40. What are better: contacts or glasses? contacts. Cause you can't get cool flame and moon designs with glasses. Unless you Sharpie 'em on there or something.
41. Do you ever have the urge to pull out your hair? no.
42. Do you think Bush will take us to war with North Korea? Most likely. He's pissing everyone off, so who knows who will be killing who next?
43. Does your computer attempt to eat your soul? I am my computer's loveslave.  
44. Do you care if people take offense to your entries? No.
45. Do you think Abercrombie & Fitch is over-priced? hell yes.
46. Are insane asylums more creepy or helpful? a little of both.
47. Is it possible to hate a group you belong to? the people in it, maybe.
48. Do you think Disney World is a trap led by a mouse? No not really.
49. Would you marry someone even if they weren't romantic? Hmm...I nono about that one...
50. Do you think it is right for religions to criticize other religions? Not as a group. I don't think it should be part of a religion's belief system, but if certain members of that religion feel like doing it, then go ahead.
51. Do you think that crying is what makes us human? Oh no. It's much much deeper than that.
52. When chewing gum, can you blow a bubble? yep.
53. Do you have a celebrity crush?
54. If George W. Bush came to visit your town, would you go see him? to protest yes.
55. Do you have patience with children? most of the time.
56. Do you like Gwen Stefani better in No Doubt, or as a solo artist? Oh No Doubt for sure.
57. Has anyone ever told you that you look like a whore? no.
58. Do you have a good luck charm? yes.
59. What is the better cartoon: Spongebob or Scooby Doo? Oh Spongebob. He had a pineapple for a house, and what did Scooby have? stupid psychadelic bus. And you know what him and Shaggy were doing back there. Why do you think they had the munchies all the time eh? 
60. Men: Boxers or Briefs? eh...
61. Women: Underwire or not? underwire. You don't want them to sag, you know.
62. Do you own a thong? several.
63. When you sing, do you use your hands? Sometimes.
64. Is your best friend less than a year apart from your own age? yes.
65. Are you a salt or sugar person? sugar.
66. Are you a noisy chewer? I dunno. 
67. Do you get annoyed when you see other teenagers driving nice, new, expensive cars? oooh yes.
68. Would you rather be in love, or have a lot of friends? be in love. 
69. Is lunch the best part of school for you? no.
70. Was the Cheshire Cat secretly laughing at Alice and purposely misleading her, subsequently allowing her to go to the queen to nearly get her head whacked off? DAMN YOU, CHESHIRE HELLCAT! DAMN YOU!
71. Are you sorry to see Colin Powell go? No not really.
72. Do you remember when swearing was considerably wrong? hahaha yes.
73. Do you prefer questions about religion or politics? oh yes.
74. Do you have a tire swing? no.
75. Do you have a secret identity? Shhh...it's a secret... 
76. Do you think Bill Cosby is racist?
77. Are crazy people a barrel of fun?
78. Do your friends make fun of your religion or beliefs? Not my friends, but other people do. Well actually they don't make fun. They tell me I'm wrong and I'm going to hell. But it's all good natured fun for them, is it not?
79. Do you have a light switch that glows when it is off? ha no.
80. Would you ever date someone you used to babysit? ewww no.
81. Are you a land lover or a water baby? "Boys, give me that 'orizon. Drink up me 'earties yo ho!"
82. Do you think that smoking should be banned from public places? it is here in Florida.
83. Do you feel that one day the clouds will part and it will be your time to shine? Perhaps...
84. Which mountain range - the Appalachians or the Rockies? Rockies. 
85. Do you feel sorry for president Bush, since he is one of the most ridiculed world leaders ever? No. Never.
86. Do you consider the major religions to be in competition with each other? oh of course.
87. Is hiding the truth the same thing as telling a lie? no. 
88. Do you feel pretty, witty, and gay right now? Oh you know it girrrl.
89. Did you know the alphabet before you went to school? yes.
90. Would you support a Constitutional Amendment allowing foreign-born citizens to run for president, just so Arnold Schwarzenegger has a chance? No just for him, jeebus no. But for other people? Hell yes.
91. Does the concept of aliens and UFOs frighten you? No not really.

YES or NO
public displays of affection: mmm yesh.
dancing in public..: Be crazy! Go dancin in the streets! 
by yourself: of course!
masterbating: ummm no thanks, but if you wanna then ummm, go for it I guess.
gay marriages: Oh yes.
Bush being president again: NO. 
Kerry being president: NO.

Personal:
16- What’s your crush’s or bf/gf’s name? Mark.
17- Who can you tell anything to? Myself.
18- Who do you trust the most? Most of my friends.
19- Where’s your favorite place to go? New Orleans. 
20- What religion are you? Wiccan.

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21- What kind of shampoo do you use? Sage and tyme.
22- Favorite Comfort food? mmm...mint chocolate chip ice cream...
23- Favorite piece of furniture? my futon.
24- Favorite taste? curry.
25- Favorite song? at the moment, Reiver's Music by AFI and Authority is Dead by The Casualties.

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26- Favorite color? Black, purple, earthy tan, green.
27- What’s your name? Brooke
28- What would you like your name to be? Isis or Willow.
29- What planet are you from? Vegiminica. Fear us. Our kung fu is strong. HU-AH!

30- What race are you? alas, I am white. *le sigh*

.[EMO].
xx.Do you enjoy depressing music? at times...
xx.What makes you sigh? Just today, that little kid standing outside the mall with his parents with those big signs about how all the sinners and infidels are going to hell. You think that was his choice? No. He's going to grow up with those narrow minded thoughts in his head, and become a bigot just like those before him. 
xx.How many hours a day, on average, do you spend
feeling sorry for yourself? Ummm...bout...15 hours aaaand...10 minutes. Yeah. I think that's exact.
xx.Who or what always brings you down? Bigots.
xx.Do you wear glasses? no.
xx.What frightens you? The idiocy of society.
xx.Do you wear sweaters all the time? no.
xx.What makes you tick? The complex infrastructure known as the female mind.
xx.How many times has your heart been broken? three times.
xx.What do you think of Dashboard Confessional? they're alright. Copeland is better.

.[PUNK].
xx.Tell me about that time you broke that law? Never have.
xx.What or who pisses you off? Bush, strip clubs, whores, sluts, scene kids, bigots, racists, homophobes, and haters.  
xx.Would you rather date a sissy or a homebody? homebody, whatever that means.
xx.Sex or drugs or breaking stuff? Breaking stuff. 
xx.The Clash or The Ramones? both 
xx.What do you think about Anarchy? yer goddamn right.
xx.Tell me about a prank you played!
xx.Do you do things that are "bad for your body"? Not anymore.
xx.How many times have/were you kicked out of that
place? none.
xx.Are you in trouble all the time? no not really.

.[GOTH].
xx.Do you want to die? Not really anymore...
xx.What do you think about graveyards? Hmmm...very deep, secluded, morbidly attractive. 
xx.Do you write poetry often? That's why I'm a alive.
xx.How much black clothing do you own? quite a bit.
xx.What type of makeup do you wear? Eyeliner, and maybe foundation.
xx.What do you think about pain? Sometimes it's the one thing that keeps me alive, or at least lets me know I exist.
xx.Masochism or sadism? masochism.
xx.How do you feel about the rest of the world? I hate it...and yet...I feel this overwhelming empathy for those suffering, and I desperately want to cure the world of its ills, but how can I heal that which fills me with such disgust?
xx.Do you cry often? a bit.


.[METAL].
xx.How messy are you in general? Very much so.
xx.Do you bang your head on things repeatedly? Quite often I'd say.
xx.What do you think of mullets? ewww.
xx.When did you start drinking alchohol? never.
xx.Do you go to concerts often? occasionally.
xx.What bands rock your pants off? AFI, Buzzcocks, The Clash, The Ramones, Metallica, Guns N Roses, Blue Cheer, Pink Floyd, The Damned, Coheed and Cambria, and a lot of others.
xx.What do you think about violence? BAD.
xx.Who or what makes you homicidal? myself and my pent up rage.
xx.Worship Satan or practice black magic? no. 
xx.How wild are you in general? pretty damn crazy.

.[GRUNGE].
xx.Are you wearing any clean clothes right now? nope. 
xx.How often do you do the laundry, anyway? every Sunday.
xx.Do you wear flannel shirts a lot? no.
xx.When was the last time you showered? this morning.
xx.Do you speak clearly? no, but that's cause of my goddamn retainer.
xx.Are you a lazy person? hell yes.
xx.Do you play any instruments? yesh. 
xx.Who or what do you rant about a lot? the government, myself, humanity, social issues, etc.
xx.Empathy or Sympathy? empathy.
xx.What do you think about Nirvana? They were pretty good.

.[INDIE].
xx.What makes you different from the rest of them? My empathy.
xx.Who or what makes you bitter? Myself.
xx.What was the last big decision you made? To become a Wiccan.
xx.Are you a happy-go-lucky type of person? At times.
xx.What do you think about conformity?  Entirely idiotic.
xx.How hard do you work to get what you want? Hmmm... 
xx.What do you resent? bigotry.
xx.Why might some people consider you to be an
asshole? Ummm... I hope they wouldn't.
xx.Do you trust others? some.
xx.Are you a loyal friend? till the end.

.[RAP].
xx.Do you live in the ghetto? no.
xx.Have you ever even held a gun before? no.
xx.How much bling do you own? eh...cubic zirconium earrings. 
xx.Would you rather have your best friend be a wangsta
or a wigga? the difference is...? 
xx.Would you rather be bustin' caps or rollin' joints? neither.

xx.Big butts or big boobs? ummm neither.
xx.What's your best pickup line? Eh none.
xx."Fo' Sho" or "Yeah, son"? Neither.
xx.What race are most of your friends? White.
xx.Ever been to prison? no.

.[POP].
xx.Who or what makes you so excited you piss your
pants? AFI shows!
xx.Prep or Yuppie? Yuppie? Sounds like a fish. Like guppy, y'know?
xx.How much money do you spend on bad music? none.
xx.Justin Timberlake or Nick Carter? ugh.
xx.Do you like mainstream music? not much of it.
xx.Do you want to be a pop diva? if I were to ever say that this were my life's ambition, I beg any of you reading this, remove all of my vital organs with a spoon.
xx.How many times, on average, do you say "like"? a day? maybe ten or fourteen or so.
xx.OMIGOD or OMG? OMG. 
xx.Ditsy or just plain stupid? neither. mental.

Deep Questions

I.  What if…

…You had a chance to go back in time but would lose
the chance to undo what you do?: I would not take the chance at all.
...You could be beautiful but stupid or ugly but
intelligent?: Ugly and intelligent.
...You had the choice to either die young without pain
or older with pain?: live fast and die young.
...You could be rich and famous and unhappy or poor
and happy?: poor and happy.
…You could be fat and marry the guy/girl of your
dreams or skinny and marry no one?: fat. Who gives a shit, I'm gettin' married, mo'fuckahs!
…You got separated from your family in an airport?: WHOOO I'M FUCKING FREE!!!
…You were kidnapped?: freak the fuck out.
…You were locked outside your house?: walk to Jessica's house and take shelter there.
…You had to chose between saving your true love or
best friend and could only save one, but could
sacrifice yourself to save both?: Sacrifice myself.
…You could say only one thing before you died?: "I love you" (that would be to Mark)
…You were about to die in three weeks?: Live the rest of my life the best I could.
…You could live in another era?: I would love to live in the height of Hinduism in India.
…You had the choice between life in prision or death
penalty?: life in prison.
…You had the choice between a high paying but boring
job, or a reasonable-paying fun job.ooh fun job!

II. Would you…

…Sacrifice a big job if it meant being with your first
love?: of course!
…Sacrifice your health for lesser health and greater
happiness?: no.
…Move to another country? hell yes.
…Move away from your family?:HELL yes.
…Use a time Travel Machine if it was invented?: oooh no.
…Use drugs if they were legal?: no.
…Ever have your head frozen?: no.
…Ever have you head shaved completely bald?: Maybe.
…Have children knowing they will develop a fatal
disease and die before age five?:no of course not.
…Give a close friend or family member $5,000 even
though they could never pay you back and you had the
money?: yes.
…Give a speech in front of the entire world?: if it was for the sake of spreading peace and unity, then I'm gonna let my voice be heard.
…Eat a human heart?: yes.
…Eat something molded?: no.
…Play Video Games for 24 hours straight?:I have before.

1.) What is a word that can make any amusing sentence
more amusing? : irk.
2.) Does the question "Which is more important: looks
or personality?" annoy you?: sometimes.
3.) Who did let the dogs out?: The government doesn't want us to know, but it was an uprising of disgruntled oppressed mutts aching for freedom from their politcal and social repression.
4.) Have you ever eaten a bug intentionally?: yes.
5.) Are you a sexy beast?: Raaar...
6.) Have you ever coveted your neighbor’s wife?: ummm no I can't say that I've ever done that.
7.) If you died tomorrow and went straight to Hell,
what would you assume the reason to be?: "By gum, those conservative bigots were right about something!"
8.) If you could travel to any time period, when would
it be?: 1980s bitches.
9.) In all honesty - how do you feel about your
appearance?: Could be better.
10.) Why, God, why?: do you let the members of Good Charlotte live?
11.) Does disco live?: god I hope not.
12.) What’s your theme song?: either 6 to 8 by AFI or Now the World by AFI.  
13.) Alms for the poor?: of course.
14.) Are there any English words that you despise more
than Satan in all his sinister glory?: Ummm...palm. 
15.) Are you a good dancer?: no.
16.) Could one conceivable argue that masturbation is
therapeutic?: Since I've heard about this one guy who broke his arm doing it, no.
17.) What are your favorite words to use in
conversation?: "irk". It's funneh.
18.) True or false - All homophobes are inherently
evil.: Not evil just narrow minded.
19.) What is the most amusing name you have ever come
across in a telephone directory?: Ummm...Brittney Spooner?
20.) Drugs - are you into that sort of thing?: no.
21.) How do you feel about garden gnomes?: Those things are government surveillence probes, I tell you.
22.) Do you remember the eighties?: umm no.
23.) Avril Lavigne - is she a poser or a goddess?: poser.
24.) Do you readily recognize the word
"triskaidekaphobia"?: yes I do. Fear of 13.
25.) What is the best public scene you have ever
created?: Don't remember.
26.) Were you an abnormally fat child?: not really.
27.) What would you say if I told you I was in love
with your sister?: "Wow you must be talented, I've never heard of anybody falling for someone who doesn't exist."
28.) What about your cousin?:"Ummm...good for you?" 
29.) Do your boobs have names?: No.
30.) If you could give yourself a makeover, what would
you do?: whiten my teeth.

Your Alias

1. Your Movie Star Alias (Your favourite candy and
your grandfather's first name): Skittles Philip
2. Your Fashion Designer Alias (First word you see on
your left and your favourite restaurant): Internet Taj Palace
3. Exotic Foreigner Alias (Favourite spice and last
foreign vacation spot): Curry Bahama
4. Socialite Alias (Silliest childhood name and town
where you first partied): I don't party.
5. "Fly " Alias (aka J Lo) (First inital and first two
or three letters of your last name): B Alk.
6. Icon Alias (Something sweet within sight and any
liquid in kitchen): Honey Zinfindel
7. Detective Alias (Favourite baby animal and where
you went to high school): Koala Mosley
8. Barfly Alias (Last snack food you ate and your
favourite alcoholic drink): I don't drink.
9. Soap Opera Alias (Middle name and street where you
first lived): Michelle Krystal.
10. Rock Star Alias (Favourite candy and last name of
favourite musician): Skittles Havok

--Goth--

Do you wear black eyeliner?: yes.
How much black clothing do you own?: a good bit.
Do you think about death often?: Yes, from the philosophical and natural standpoint.
Do you want to die?: Eh sometimes.
Are you a social outcast?: Am I? 
Are you pale?: not anymore.
Do you cut?: not anymore. 
Do you like Hot Topic?: yes.

--Skater Punk--

Can you skateboard?: no.
How often do you go into Vans?: never.
What's your sneaker brand?: Eh...I dunno?
Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?: yes. 
Are the long skater cuts hott?: no.
How much do you get in trouble?: not much.
Do you listen to the bands who are considered
"posers"?: nope.
How many piercings do you have?: two.


--Hippie--

Is your hair long?:  Not really.
Are you a vegetarian?: yes.
Do you own a tye dye shirt?: no.
Do you want peace?:yes.
Do you want to save the animals?: yes!
What do you think about the war?: I despise it.
Have you ever made a peace sign with your two
fingers?: yes.


--Frat--

Is life a party?: no.
How often do you get drunk?: never
What's the point of getting drunk anyway?: I have no idea. It seems stupid to me.
Do you care about your grades?: yes.
Do you need attitude adjustment?: probably.
How far have you been?:


--Jock--

Do you play any sports?: no.
How important are they to you?: ummm...
How important is your reputation?: not that important.
Do you pick on the geeky kids?: no.
What do you think about football?: it's alright.
Are you considered a bully by anyone?: no.

FUCK CAFFIENE. FUCK IT FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK FUCK IT!

I swear, lately any caffienated thing I drink really fucks with my head. It makes me anxious, nervous, and depressed, and it makes my head feel like it's about to fall off or some shit. You know, if being high is anything like this, I don't see how some people can stand it. It's crazy. My arm is spazzing out like a mothafuckah...Bleh. Well there's a show tonight if anyone I know is reading this and wants to go. Focker...out.

THIS OR THAT

:: Ben or Matt: ew neither.  
:: Orlando or Johnny: Johnny.
:: Spice Girls or Dream: Spice Girls.
:: Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi.
:: Blonde or Brunette: Brunette.
:: Blue eyes or Brown eyes: Blue eyes.
:: Vanilla or Chocolate:chocolate vanilla swirl..
:: Dogs or Cats: Cats. 
:: Christina or Britney: neither.
:: Lip-stick or Lip-gloss: I hate putting stuff on my lips...so neither.
:: Rock or Rap: Rock.
:: Prep or Punk: Simply me.
:: Pink or Purple: Purple.
:: Local place or Starbucks: Starbucks.
:: Tv or Computer: Computer.
:: CDs or Radio: CDs.
:: Spanish or French: French.

:: Brad Pitt or Mel Gibson: Brad Pitt.
:: Basketball or Baseball: Basketball.
:: Apples or Oranges: Apples.
:: 1/2 Full or 1/2 Empty: slowly draining away.
:: Morning or Night: Night.
:: Chicken or Turkey: Neither.
:: Salmon or Tuna: salmon.
:: Poser or Poseur: Poseur.
:: Freedom or Stability: Freedom. Stability is overrated.
:: Cheese It or Cheese Nips: Cheez Its.
:: Birds or Bees: Birds.
:: Rollercoasters or Waterrides: Water rides.
:: AOL or AIM: AIM.
:: Drugs or Liquor: neither.
:: Gold or Silver: Silver....and cold. heh heh.
:: Nike or Adidas: Adidas. Keepin' rad and Jade style over hurr.
:: 80s or 90s: Is that even debatable? The 80s PWN the 90s.
:: Preschool or Kindergarden: Kindergarden.
:: Cubed or Crushed: Crushed.
:: VH1 or MTV: VH1.
:: Truth or Dare: Dare.
:: Harry Potter or Lord of the Rings: Lord of the Rings. Sauron is a lot more intimidating than Lord Voldemort. He's even got his own explosive volcano for god's sake. You can't beat that shit.
:: Pen or Pencil: Pen.
:: Peppermint or Wintergreen: Wintergreen.
:: East Coast or West Coast: midwest.
:: North or South: North.
:: Pedicure or Manicure: haha neither.
:: Target or Kmart: Target. Or as we sophisticated peeps like to say "Tar-jay."
:: Top or Bottom: top.
:: Hug or Kiss: Kiss.
:: Forks or Spoons: sporks.
:: Cubs or Sox: I don't care.
:: Cake or Pie: KEY LIME PIE!!!
:: Rain or Snow: Snow.
:: Fall or Autumn: Autumn.
:: Winter or Summer: Winter.

Choose one...
red or blue? red. The color of passion. Raarr!
Chevy or Honda? Honda.
Foreign or Domestic? Foreign.
tv or computer? Computer.
day or night? Night.
jessica simpson or ashley simpson? ugh neither.
Do you...
take a shower evry day? Yes.
read a lot? used to.
go out? in what way?
have a social life? I suppose.
"count your carbs"? psh no.
go on diet?how often? no.

lie like crazy? No.
have a bf/gf? oh yesh.
believe in magic? yes. But not the kind you're thinking of.
drink? never.

smoke? No.
deal? No.
have a kid? No.

Pick One ...
SHOWS:
Simple Life 2 or Quintuplets: Neither.
Fear Factor or Ripleys Believe it Or Not: Fear Factor.

Family Guy or The Simpsons: Family Guy.
Futurama or Simpsons: Simpsons.
Degrassi or The OC: ugh.
MUSIC:
Avril or Outkast: None?
Blink 182 or New Found Glory: Ew!

Guns N Roses or Scorpions? Guns N Roses.
Weezer or Sugarcult: Neither.
Nirvana or Misfits: MISFITS MOTHERFUCKERS. Glenn Danzig is GOD. Well, no that's Davey...Davey is god and Glenn is Jesus.

The Distillers or Anti Flag: Aaaah hard one!!! Ummm...Can I have both?
American Hi Fi or White Stipes:White Stripes.

::Attack of the Volcano :Part I: Eve of Destruction!::

You're walking down the hall in your house when you trip over a black stump in the floor, whose to blame?: Me.

You countinue walking along and find yourself in the kitchen, what are you gonna eat?: Tofu.
After satisfying your hunger and thirst you go down the hall again and notice that the 'stump is getting bigger, in fact you realize its a volcano!: Well that's rather odd.

You only have time to grab a few things from each room in your house, you can only get the amount indicated in ()::

Bathroom (2): toothbrush,toothpaste.

Bedroom (2): Book of shadows, spare clothes.

Prized Pocession (1): CDs.
Kitchen (1): tofu.
Random thing from any room (1): pillow(to protect my head from falling lava rocks.)
Weapon (1): katana

You hurry out the door just as the lava begins to flow, you have a choice of either a van or truck, which do you pick?: truck.

Are you old enough to drive?: sort of...

::Attack of the Volcano: Part 2: Let's Go!::

You countinue dirving, managaing to stay far enough in front of the Volcanoes lava to give yourself a few minutes of relax, still alvie?: Sure.

You notice two of your friends on the side of the road, who are they?: Hannah and Heather.

They each have one thing, what is it?: Hannah has her mysterious magic...thing, and Heather has her gee-tar.
You and your buddies countinue on and pick up up four more friends along the way, who are...?: Mark, Kaycie, Brian, Jessica.

Your vechile is getting full and you notice the lava is gaining on you, you're not a very fast driver, so who do you trade places with?: Mark.

Now you're getting somewhere! You breeze ahead of the lava and are soon on your way to safety, now, do you take the interstate or backroads that lead to hilly counrty?: Backroads.

You're not quite out of the woods yet as you speed along you find yourself out of gas, everyone gets out and a giant lava man asks for a sacrifce, what do you offer?: tofu.

You're safe for now as you walk into town (the lava still days behind you) and find a nice hotel to stay in, how many rooms?: One, with two beds and a couch.

::Attack of the Volcano: Part 3: Hey, we're not out of the woods yet::

Waking up you realize one of your friends is missing, who is missing?: Mark(he probably thought the lava looked so cool and shiny. Plus he's a pyro.)

You and your friends search for your friend for three hours but find neither your friend or anyone else...is it haunted?: No.

You and your remaining friends head outside to discover that they had already beaten you outside, how do you react?: Who's they?

You look behind you in the distance and notice that a huge tidal wave of molten lava is heading your way, one of your friends scream what?: RUN LAK HAI-UHL, WE ALL GON' DIIIIIIE!!! (that'd be Hannah)

You take off running and come to a washed out bridge, you and your friends juggle jumping, one friend decides to try, who jumps first?: Brian

(SPLAT) They don't quite make it and the rest of you decide to run along the canyon and find a suitable bridge to cross, who crosses first?: Ah, Brian. Good man down. Well, Beelzebub rest his soul...Anyway. Probably Heather.
As you countinue along you manage to outrun the flow and find yourself in the woods. As soon as the lava tocuhes the forest what does it become?: A towering inferno of death.

In the woods you realize one of your friends is missing, with only four of you remaining, do you hope this is reality or a bad dream?: Bad dream.
::Attack of the Volcano Part 4: Enter the solution and the End::

You countinue through the woods when a mutated owl grabs the friend who the lightest (weakest) who's that?: Kaycie.

You trek on with three of you reaming, who hasn't died or disappered?:  Ummm...Hannah, Heather, and Jessica.
Good...as you countinue along you notice a cabin, upon invesigating you discover that the only way to quiet the lava is to offer someone as a sacrfice, accept?: No.

Regardless one of you must be sacrificed to halt the lava, who volunteers to be sacrificed?: Me.

As you stand at the edge of the house the lava approaches and what animal runs in front of you?: A liger.

The lava stops and your friend (or you...) steps up to be sacrificed...as the lava man/womans wife/husband, are they happy?: Of course not!

The lava man/woman suddenly transforms into the most beautiful.handsome man/woman alive, do you jump to be sacrificed now?: No. Mark disappeared, so how can that person be the most handsome person alive?

However...if you do, the lava man/woman takes a hideous form and devours your friends and demands more, do you die there or accept?: Die.

Whatever your choice you suddenly find yourself in your room. Was it a dream...or only the beginning?: Well apparently the beginning, since I was forced into a very deplorable relationship with the shapeshifting lava man. I collapse in a state of hopelessness, but still, the thought is in the back of my mind that that shapeshifting ability is probably pretty interesting in bed...

Britney Spears- Toxic
Green Day- Good Riddance.
Christina Aguilera- Fighter

Pink-Trouble.
Spice Girls- Stop.
Backstreet Boys- Larger Than Life.
N*Sync- Bye Bye Bye.
Something Corporate- Punk Rock Princess.
The Starting Line- ????
HelloGoodbye- ???
SterioGram- Walkie Talkie Man.
The Darkness- I Believe in A Thing Called Love.
The Killers- Mr.Brightside.
Lindsay Lohan- ???
Eminem- Mockingbird.
50 Cent- Candy Shop.
Akon- ????
Maroon 5- Shiver.
Ashlee Simpson- Pieces of Me.
Jessica Simpson- With You.
98 Degrees- ?????
Nick Lachey- ???
Fall Out Boy- ???
Relient K- Gibberish. PARAVILINTINAAAAY!!!
Taking Back Sunday- Cute Without the E.
Sublime- ???
My Chemical Romance- The Jetset Life is Gonna Kill You.
Bowling For Soup- 1985.
Alicia Keys- If I Aint Got You.
Destiny's Child- Survivor.
Beyonce- ???
Unwritten Law- ????
Jennifer Lopez- I Got You.
Janet Jackson- ????
Justin Timberlake- Cry Me A River.

[[your crazy past]]   Have you ever...

Snuck out of the house-no.

Played spin the bottle-no.

Toliet-papered someone's house/property-no.

Tutored someone-no.

Called the cops-no.

Eaten File Minyon-Yes. And it's Filet Mignon, you uncultured philistine.

Had a crush on a teacher-*laughs*

Played poker with money-no.

Liked someone but never told them-yes.

Sat on your glasses and broke them-no.

Went camping in your backyard-yes.

Got an autograph-yes.

Had a crush on your brother's friend-I don't have a brother.

Walked in the rain with no umbrella -hell yeah.

Told a joke that nobody thought was funny-yes.

Been in a talent show-yes.

Starting laughing for no reason at a bad time-yes.

Worn something your mom didn't approve of-of course.

Been to a nude beach-no.

Cursed in a church/CCD-yes... :(

Hacked into some ones computer-no.

Been called a slut for kissing someone-almost. It was my mom that said it too so that hurt.

Burnt yourself with a curling iron/straightener-yes.

Blackmailed someone-no.

Wanted to be a police officer-NO.
Dumped someone-no.

Been hit on by someone too old-Cha. *laughs* 

Bought lottery tickets-no.

Made out in a car-yes.

Looked through your brothers/sister's stuff -no. I have no siblings.

Said something bad about someone who was near you and heard it-yes.

Cried during a movie-Of course. 

Wanted something you couldn't have-yep.

Seen someone shoplift-no

Yelled at your pet-yeah.

Bought a thong when the cashier was a guy-no.

Gotten seasick-no.

Had a stalker-yes. It was on a cruise too, so I had literally nowhere to hide...

Played a prank on someone that had them really scared -no.

Been embarrassed by your family -YES.

Felt bad about eating meat -yes.

Saved a life -I dunno.

Protested something-yes.

Ate just because you were bored-yes.

Looked at something everyone thought was ugly and said aww!-yeah.

Tried to teach your dog sick em-no.

Screamed in a library -yes.

Made out with a stranger-no.

Wished a part of you was different-yes

Asked a guy to dance -yes.

Been asked out by a really hott guy/girl-yes.

Laughed so hard you cried -yes.

Went up to a complete stranger and started talking-yes.

Been sunburned -ow yeah.

Kicked a guy in the nuts for being a perv -of course.

Woke someone up by screaming in their ear-no.

Threw up in school-yes.

Received an anonymous love letter-no.

Had to wear something you hated-yes.

Had to pretend to like a present you hated-yes.

Been to a luau-no

Had a really bad haircut-yes.

Saw your ex and wanted to kick his ass -yeah.

Cursed infront of your parents-yes.

Been on a commercial on TV-no.

Watched a movie that made you miss your ex-nothing could make me miss that fucker. 

Been out of your country-yes.

Been honked at by some guy when you were walking down the sidewalk -yes.

Won at pool-psh no.

Fought with your best friend-yes.

Went to a party where you were the only sober one-no.

Went on a diet-no.

Been lost out to sea-no.

Been told an extremely stupid line -umm yeah.

Played truth-or-dare -no.

Been dared to make out w/ someone of the same sex -no.

Cut class-no.

Cheated on your boy/girl friend-of course not.

Been pulled over by a cop-no.

Tanned topless-no.

Been attacked by seagulls-yeah.

Been searched at an airport-yes.

Been pants-ed -nope.
Stole from a teacher-nope.

Gotten lost at the beach/boardwalk -no.

Thrown a shoe at someone-lol yes.

Broke someone's heart-without meaning to.

Sung in the shower - yes.
Bought something way too expensive-yes.

Done something really stupid that you still laugh about -lol yes.

Been walked in on when you were dressing- not that I recall.

Ran out of a movie theater cause you were too scared of the movie-no.

Been kicked out of a mall- out of a store yeah.

Been mean to someone then instantly wanted to take it back-of course.

Got gum stuck in your hair -no.

Spilled your drink on someone on purpose-no.

Been given a detention on the worst day that you could get one -no.

Wanted plastic surgery-NO.

Stood someone up-no.

Done something stupid when you were drunk-I've never been drunk. I don't need vodka to be an idiot.

Slammed into someone while you were checking someone out with your head turned-Yes...lol.

Fell off your roof-no. That would be Katie W's roof.

Pretended you were scared so you could cuddle up to someone- Well duh...*giggle*

Been in a car crash-no.

Had a deer jump in front of your car -yes.

Threatened someone with a watergun-haha yeah.

Lied to someone and looked them straight in the eye-yeah.

My beliefs, My Morals, My Life

What you believe in

1. Love at first sight?: No. Lust maybe, but not love.

2. Aliens?: yep.

3. Bigfoot?: psh no.

4. The Loch Ness Monster?: yes.

5. Yourself?: No.

6. Heaven?: In a way, yes.

7. Hell?: no.

8. Reincarnation?: Oh yes.

9. Time Travel?: Yes but we should never ever try it. Who knows what you could fuck up?

10. Evolution?: yes.

11. Crop Circles?: No.

12. Big-Bang theory?: Sure.

13. We came from apes?: yes.

14. Science can solve anything?: No.

15. Others?: Sure?

1. Have you been mugged or robbed?: No.

2. Gotten into a fight?: No.

3. Beat up?: No.

4. Broke a bone?: No.

5. Been sent to the emergency room?: yes.

6. Given Blood?: No.

7. Needed a blood transfusion?: No.

8. Bitten by an animal?: Yeah.

9. Shot with a gun?: No.

10. Passed out?: no.

11. Broke a tooth?: no.

12. Fell from a tall height?: No.

13. Had food poisoning?: Yeah.

14. Thrown into prison?: No.

15. Been in a car accident?: no.

1. Is smoking okay?: People can do what they want, but I mean it's self destructive. I know I will never smoke.

2. Drugs good by you?: no.

3. Is drinking okay for everyone?: no.

4. Ban Gay marriage?: NEVER.

5. Is cussing okay, if so, to what extent?: Cussing is fine, they're only words.

6. Marry for anything other than love?: No.

7. Engage in pre-martial sex? 99.9% no.

8. How important is honesty to you?: Important, but if someone tells a white lie and I don't know about it and it doesn't effect me too much, I don't care.

9. Is it okay to tell a little white lie every now and then?: Yes.

10. Fighting and Violence? In some cases, such as self defense. But in all situations possible, choose the more peaceful way to work out things.

11. Remarriage after your true love?: I could never do that.

12. Suicide?: No comment.

13. Killing others?: Very very bad.

14. The death penalty?: No. Some who deserve to die still live, and some who die deserve to live. Who are we to give it to them? Who are we to give out fate at our discression?

Simple Surveys:

~Sleep~
Do you dream at night?  Yes sometimes.
Do you remember your dreams? Mostly.
Describe one. Hmm...I don't exactly remember. Mine are usually very enigmatic and symbolic, rather than rational. They take some interperating.
What time do you go to bed usually? Whenever. 
What time do you wake up normally? 5:45
What time do you wake on weekends? Whenever
Do youfind waking late nice or annoying? nice. 
do you sleep with one pillow or two? two.

~School~
Do you like school? eh it's alright.
Why/why not? I like my friends and my boyfriend, but other than that it sucks.
Whats ur fave subject? History
Most hated subject? Science
Do you have a fave teacher? Mrs. Lathem
Ever had a crush ona teacher? ech.
Are you a maths/science person or an english/drama person? English/ drama most definitely.

~Friends~
Do you have heaps of friends? not really.
Do you have a best friend? several.
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends? about equal.
Do you ever get annoyed at any friend? it's only normal.
Have you ever lied to a friend? Maybe...
Have you ever stolen a friends boyfriend/girlfriend? goodness no! 

~Family~
Do you like your parents?
Ever run away from home?
Ever thought about it?
Do you have any siblings?
If so, do you like or get annoyed with them?
How old are they?
If not, do you mind being an only child?
Do you feel your parents spoil you?
Do you not get along with any of your family?
Do you have big family get togethers ever?

~Relationships~
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
If so, are you in love with them?
Do they love you?
How long have you been together?
Most romantic thing theyve ever done for you?
Do you have a crush?
If so, are you in love?
Do they know you like them?
Is it serious or playful?
How long have you liked them?
Ever done something stupid to impress them?
Have you ever experienced unrequited love?
Do u find it romantic or hurtful?
Even know what it is?

~Sex~
Ever had sex?
believe that a person shouldnt have sex before marriage?
Believe in casual sex?
When do you plan/when did you lose your virginity?
Did you regret it?

~Religion~
Do you have a religion?
Do you practice it i.e go to church?
Do you believe in God?
Jesus?
Satan?
Heaven?
Hell?
If you died tomorrow what do you beleive will happen to you?
Does death scare you?

~Morals~
Have you ever been drunk? no. 
taken drugs? no.
stolen? nope.
shoplifted? no. 
tried to commit suicide? On the edge of it, over the summer.
Lied to a boyfriend or girlfriend? Not exactly lied... 
gotten into a fight?  no.
are you more innocent or guilty? somewhere between.
Would you date a drug addict? NO.
have you ever had to look after someone who was a drug addict? no.
Are you racist? HELL no.
Are you discriminatory to anyone? Of course not. 
Have you been a hypocrite in the past? Haven't we all?
Do you have an open or closed mind to other peoples beliefs and feelings? Very open. Except towards bigots. Then I'm all up in their grill.

What would you do if...

40. A dirty old guy at the airport slaps your ass?: back slap him.
41. Somebody was about to steal your car?: kick em in the balls.
42. You wake up with a billion spiders crawling all over you and your bed?: go into cardiac arrest. 
43 You farted while giving a persuasive speech in class?: just keep going.
44. The person you just kissed tells you they have oral herpes?: stare them in the face and just say "Get the FUCK out of here." cause if someone is that irresponsible not to let me know and then risk me getting it, then fuck them.
45. You have three wishes?

1. General world contentment(I stopped hoping for world peace a long time ago. Cause it ain't happenin' kids.)
46. The government allowed you to choose one thing to be made illegal and one thing to be legalized?: illegal- The Patriot Act. legal-Gay marriage. 
47. Britney Spears was at your front door asking for jumper cables?: give them to her, in spite of my flaming apathy for her.
48. You had a time machine?: not do anything with it or use it. You don't want to screw with time.
49. FOX gave you a half hour show to do whatever you wanted?: A half hour tv show for various religions. Christians get three tv channels for themselves, we pagans can have at least a half hour.

Would you rather....

50. Would you rather find the cure for cancer or the cure for aids?: AIDS. I 
51. Would you rather have the power to fly, or the power to teleport?: Fly.
52. Would you rather have the power to see the future, or the power to record your dreams?: record dreams. Simply seeing the future will only make me more despondent than I already am.
53. Would you rather be really skinny, or really fat?: skinny.
54. Would you rather be lost in a forest, or stuck in a box?: lost in a forest. Cause at least there, I can be with the Goddess while I'm wigging out.
55. Would you rather be in a drama movie, or a comedy?: drama. 
56. Would you rather be in a hip hop video or a rock video?: rock. hella rad.
57. Would you rather have your birthday on Christmas Day, or on February 29th?: Christmas Day..
58. Would you rather live in the sewer, or in Afghanistan?: Afghanistan. Cause then from there I could move to India. 
59. Would you rather be in a mental institution or in a penitentiary?: mental ward. Maybe people there would understand me.
60. Would you rather snow board or hang glide: snow board.
61. Would you rather be a ninja or a pirate?: Ninjas kick pirate ass. Oh yesh. My kung fu is strong.

What's the first thing that comes to your mind when you read the following words?

62. Courage: Athena.
63. Driver: golf
64. Yoga: Chakra
65. Bakery: yeast
66. Roach: twitch
67. Mushroom: prom dress
68. Sprung: trap
69. Exotic: tantric
70. Pythagorean: variables

72. What is your definition of love?: mere words do not do it justice.
73. List 3 words that are clues to identifying a person you are currently interested in:
74. Reveal a secret about you that nobody knows of, but type it in acronym form.: SAS
76. Were you too scared to do it?: what?
77. Who or what is your worst enemy?: Corporate America.
78. Who is the last person you kicked?: Umm...Bradley.
79. If you had to be a chess piece, which piece would you be?: The Knight.
80. Name three people you know whose names begin with the first letter of your last name: Amanda, Analee, Antonio

What Is Your opinion?

83. "Girls are nothing but drama.": no.
84. "Only idiots watch The Simpsons.": no.
85. "Kentucky is way better than Cali": no.
86. "There's nothing wrong with stealing.": NO.
87. "Alcohol is the answer to ALL your problems.": HELL NO.
88. "You don't need to go to college to be a brain surgeon.": no!
89. "Music is stupid.": you're kidding me.
90. "Your car sucks.": I don't have one you dumb fucker.

~Okay, Name An Artist And  Give A Lyric From Any One Of Their Songs!~
127. AFI: "...For sensation, for elation...For the time when I ascend. For the ecstacy, for the tragedy...For the point of my ascention."
128. Queen: "Outside the dawn is breaking, but inside in the dark, I'm aching to be free..."
129. The Cure:"...In the hanging garden... please don't speak...In the hanging garden, no one sleeps..."
130. Anti-Flag: We are all human, let's start to prove it!

131. Buzzcocks:"You've even made it with that lady who puts little plastic dolls on her Christmas cakes..."
132. The Ramones: "I'm a teenage skitzoid"
133. Misfits: "We walk the streets at night...We go where eagles dare."
134. Coheed and Cambria: "Stay for this memory and we'll be alright..."
135. The Dreamside: "She draws down the light..."
136. Within Temptation:"She goes her own way..."
137. Points of Rebellion:"We don't want your fascist regime!"
138. Bloc Party: "Little thoughts keep on walking..."
139. Dropkick Murphys:This world is not what it seems...
140.The Transplants :"I'll have you wishing for a quick death"
141. Cradle of Filth:...And I broke under Christ, seeking guilty signs, my tortured soul on ice...

~Randomness~
425. Do you believe in aliens? yes.
426. Name three things that are next to your computer:phone, camera...credit card...oooh...Aaaand I'll just discreetly take that... 
427. Do you have any hidden talents? no not really. I can massage my back with a guitar if that counts.
428. Do you wish MTV would play music videos? no. maybe they'll just keep sucking so bad they'll eventually go off the air.
429. If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be?a rock opera. Like The Wall. Only it would have Davey Havok, Daniel Ash, Bowie, Robert Smith, Justin Sane, and Glenn Danzig, and it would be about them trying to find away to resurrect the deceased members of The Ramones and Freddie Mercury.

1. What age would you rather die, 20 or 98? I'm thinkin 39.


2. Would you rather die by being raped and murdered or by being strapped down on a bed and have a swinging pendulum slowly cut you? Raped and murdered.


3. Would you want to die a virgin or a prostitute? Virgin.

4. How many people do you think will go to your funeral? A handful.

5. Let's just say you're morbid like me.... you committ suicide by shooting yourself in the head or by taking 150 vikaden? Vikaden definitely.

6. Would you rather die in an old folks home or by yourself? By myself. That's all I ever wanted in life, at least leave me alone to die.

7. What would you want written on your tombstone? "Ignore and leave for me the headstone crumbling behind..."

8. What color coffin would you like, black or brown? Black.


9. What would your funeral song be?:God Called In Sick Today or Morningstar.
10. If you were in jail and were waiting to be fried in the chair, would you kill yourself by taking a gun from the policeman or wait for the chair? Gun.

11. Do you want to die childless or divorced? Childless.

12. Who do you want to die first, your husband/ wife or you? Me.

13. Do you want to die in the morning, afternoon, or night? It hardly matters. Night. They'd find me in the morning.

14. If you could come back as any animal, what would you come back as? A panther.
15. Do you believe in vampires? *laughs*


16. Have you ever been committed? No.


17. What would you want your last drink too be, vodka or lemonade? lemonade. Straightedge bitches. True till DEATH.

18. What about your last meal, a hamburger and fries or steak and mashed potatoes? mashed potatoes..


19. Who would you leave your inheritance with, your cat or dog? Cat.

20. Do you want to go to heaven or hell?  seeing as I don't beleive in hell or heaven, really...niether.

21. Do you want to be dressed in white or black at your funeral? black.

22. Would you rather die by jumping in a sea full of sharks or in a cage full of lions? Lions.

23. Is the glass half full or half empty? Slowly but surely draining.


24. Do you want it to rain on the day of your death or do you want it to be sunny? rainy.
25. What kind of flowers do you want on your coffin? none. When I die, I want my arms crossed over my chest, with a red rose in one hand, and red crysanthemum in the other.

26. Would you rather die of bee stings or snake bites? snake.

27. How many regrets will you have when your time comes? many.


28. And who's fault will it be when you die, gods or your parents? Well, it sort of WILL be the gods' fault, since it is within their power to control death. But it's not like I'll be blaming people when the time comes.

29. Will you run to the white light or walk? slowly drift away like a drop in the ocean.

30. Do you believe in life after death or when you're dead, you're dead? Reincarnation, bitchez.

31. How many people will it take to hold your coffin up? Eh four.

32. AND who would you pick to read at your funeral, Edgar Allen Poe or Brittney Spears? Edgar Allen Poe.